Whr are we

Its been days since we last talked..its been days since i saw u last smile..this has been d longest silence we had ever since we knew each other 6 years back.

I guess u must haf felt d difference in us & u must haf regretted d whole issue abt marriage..i dnt blame u coz i knw whr my flaws are..at times i told myself maybe we are just unprepared for all this..probably we are not prepared for MY change..

I felt sad coz i feel dat we are drifting apart..hw i wish we cld turn back time and re-start our years again..

There are moment wen i told myself dat yes i will approve u looking for girls..im fine being d "first" wives..bt wen i think bck, im one crazy woman..i cnt share u & i cnt share my love..

I haf tght for all worse dat cld happen..i want nothing frm u bt i just want my kids..they are my life..they are my property..i owe them and i need them..u cnt take away nor anyone..

Im so helpless nw..