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- petite - 1984 baby - 1st in d family - graduated frm Bt Batok Sec in 2001 - currently working at Singapore Art Museum - married to Mohd on 040807 - mother to Yuna & Yuni - noisy - loud - happy-go-lucky - pampered - down-to-earth - hilarious - insane - can be rough at times - young @ heart

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Yuna Umairah

She is one precious girl dat no words can describe. Born in 2008, she was already my best friend even wen she was still a foetus. I cried every night sharing stories to her abt hw hard my life was with her dad's family. I always tell her that should i die too early, i would not want her to grow up with the wrong side. I was in school wen she was just a few month in my tummy. Her "grown up" years was spent in school learning tourism. "she is one bright baby. Already learning while in mummy tummy" dats wat most of ju teacher said. School was cool with me being pregnant- well i was legally pregnant for god sake. She eat alot in my tummy dat i grew real fat after dat. My first child, i was afraid of natural birth but i still pray that we both are safe.

As months passed, her movements in my tummy became everyone favourite moments. My bil always say that there is an alien in thr..whenever her dad comes home frm work, she turn aggresive and start kicking hard. She must jumping for joy knwing her dad is coming home. I always look forward for all my scanning and wants to knw hw she is doing. Seeing her in the scan picture always makes me close to tears..
04 june 2008 morning, as i was preparing myself to my exams, d water bag burst..or shld i say leaked..rushed to kkh and was confirmed to be on labour..anyway it falls exactly on my edd..reached kkh at 7am..stayed in the labour room..soon enough 2 doctor came, poked me hard enough and i cried..den i was put (actually opted for it) epidural..after which i felt nothing at all..
At abt 5.30pm, doctor came in and say dat i was not dilating so they need to perform emergency c-section op for d best of me & her..at 1816am i heard her cries..my best friend, my baby, my girlfriend..she is here finally..

So much i hate abt you

History repeated again and again and again..like wth right..easy money come & go..u want 💰💰💰 go & fucking working lah..u think once u voice out once den 💰 come to you..kip up ar..ppl work just to give you 💰..anak borek,bapak rentik..sama lah dgn si polan tu..

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Im back to blog

It has been long since i last post my blog. Nw i have two kids..yes 2 princesses dat haf color my life..yuna & yuni...life was always full of ups & dwn..

2010 was very rough year..fall out almost everyone because of a relationship between ali & lyzda..me & hubby has a rough time, quarelling & figthing most of the time..it came to a moment wen i tght dat we are not meant to be together..almost made the decision..abu & yatie close to divorce bcause of drugs..

The bright thing is dat jufri & nisa got married at last, ali found a new gf..and me nw waiting for my hdb flat..

Nw im working with singapore art museum as a pt museum service officer..aftr graduating frm tmis in feb 2011..i first got regent bt i dont like lah d environment..so the adult..im happy here so far..no complaints made yet..

Kiddos mama take care bt haiyo haf to tahan lor with her..monthly my pay half of it finish thr..pay maid, pay her, pay d kids...all pay & pay...

Hoping the best for 2011..soon it will e 2012..and im not getting younger..time to relax and enjoy being a mother of two..